Lolita is famous, not I. I am an obscure, doubly obscure, novelist with an unpronounceable name.
Although nothing much can be seen through the mist, there is somehow the blissful feeling that one is looking in the right direction . . .
I think like a genius, I write like a distinguished author, I speak like a child.
The cradle rocks above an abyss, and common sense tells us that our existence is but a brief crack of light between two eternities of darkness. Although the two are identical twins, man, as a rule, views the prenatal abyss with more calm than the one he is heading for (at some forty-five hundred heartbeats an hour.)
A sense of security, of well-being, of summer warmth pervades my memory. That robust reality makes a ghost of the present. The mirror brims with brightness; a bumblebee has entered the room and bumps against the ceiling. Everything is as it should be, nothing will ever change, nobody will ever die.