Thursday, November 29, 2018 at 11:34AM
Drew Wolfe

David Benioff

I've always envied people who sleep easily. Their brains must be cleaner, the floorboards of the skull well swept, all the little monsters closed up in a steamer trunk at the foot of the bed.

Talent must be a fanatical mistress. She's beautiful; when you're with her, people watch you, they notice. But she bangs on your door at odd hours, and she disappears for long stretches, and she has no patience for the rest of your existence; your wife, your children, your friends. She is the most thrilling evening of your week, but some day she will leave you for good. One night, after she's been gone for years, you will see her on the arm of a younger man, and she will pretend not to recognize you.

I'll tell you a secret.
Something they don't teach you in your temple. 
The Gods envy us. 
They envy us because we're mortal, because any moment might be our last. Everything is more beautiful because we're doomed. 
You will never be lovelier than you are now.
We will never be here again.

There are a few moments in your life when you are truly and completely happy, and you remember to give thanks. Even as it happens you are nostalgic for the moment, you are tucking it away in your scrapbook.

Truth might be stranger than fiction, but it needs a better editor. 

I was half asleep but I smiled. In spite of all his irritating qualities, I couldn't help liking a man who despised a fictional character with such passion.


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